MOTHERHOOD
Motherhood is one of the biggest roles in my life.
I Currently have a 17 year old, 15 year old and 6 year old and the one God chose to be with Him in Heaven. Motherhood is something no one can really prepare you for. I have learned so much in 18 years. I have failed as a mother, I have accomplished things I never thought possible as a mother, I have been through some things I wouldn’t wish on any one else as a mother, I try to make decisions in my life that will reflect how they grow up to be and I love each one of them more than they can even imagine.
As a mother our days are wrapped around them. Our schedules revolve around their schedules. Getting them to and from and everywhere in between. I wouldn’t change this for anything. I pray they grow into young men that are polite, treat others well and grow into men who honor their wives to the highest capacity.
One thing I have learned over the past few years when my little boys quickly turned into teenagers is that we raise our kids the best we know how. Pass on qualities our parents and grandparents instilled in us. Then there is a point they start making their own decisions. This is a hard time in life where we have to be okay with the ways we have taught them to this point. We can not make the decisions for them. We can not feel guilty for things they choose to do. We just hope and pray they make the right ones and if they don’t that they learn from those life experiences.
To any momma out there that might come across this and read it. Know that you are doing an amazing job. We do not get the recognition we should for having one of the hardest jobs there is. Raising humans in the world it is today is not an easy task. We have to do the best we know how and let them grow. You are seen, you are loved and you are freaking amazing!